Ohhh

Mmmm... Coffee and new good music... Beautiful....
It is funny, for weeks (months) now I have been praying about what the next "step" is for my life... and I would get so frustrated because it is up to me what I want to do next.
It really is true what they say, about what counts in life is "being" and having a relationship with God. The question at the end of my life will not be so much, "what have you Done for me?" but I believe it will be: "How have you loved me? Love the people around you?"
And I feel like in less than a paragraph I have already started rambling. The point of this blog:
1.) I'm getting dreadlocks tomorrow (like all of my hair, not just the two little ones that I have)
2.) I think I am going to move to KC for a year or something. I'm going to work and I can do that anywhere, and having community is a necessity--no lone-wolf Christians, and I don't even want to try that again--but this just makes so much sense to me, and I have such peace about it.

heeheehee... when you listen to heavy metal music and drink coffee it makes your heart go to the music! :D
Hey, something I was just thinking about. If I do end up in KC for awhile, I'm still not planing on cutting anyone loose. Friends are too important to get caught up in life and not keep up with... so I need to get better at that... and who knows, maybe I'll end up with skype or something like that... and maybe even a real phone. but yeah. I don't care how many seasons I go through and different places I live in-- my friends are a part of my heart. And even now, while I have not been so good and keeping in touch--you better believe I think of you and are praying for you... because I am... and I love you. I'm just working on my skills of how to show it.
No matter how crazy I am and look (I know not everyone is a fan of dreads) know that my heart has never changed and I will always love you. So know that. You are loved.