It is a funny feeling to be in your room and see everything you are used to seeing around--in a duffel bag on the floor. Tomorrow I leave and start the journey to Kansas City. I feel like this is not really happening, like I'm still five: packing my little suitcase to "move" downstairs. Slowly it is dawning on me that I'm not bound by anything really, I'm an "adult." Weird thought. I'm excited to start this new life, but at the same time I have trouble realizing that tomorrow and the next day I won't be waking up here in Muncie. I'll be in a whole different state, doing things I don't normally do. My "Normal" will change, and when the internship is over, my "Normal" will change again. Funny how life works. But it's nice to know that God won't ever change. I know that is such a "typical" Christian thing to say, but really. I'm not worried about the people that I am leaving here for a short while, because I know that God is looking after them. I'm a bit nervous about meeting new people and trying things I have not done before, but I know that God is with me and my goodness! I'm going to a place where people have dedicated themselves to God!
So here I go. I don't mean to be dramatic or anything like that. it's just that feelings and thoughts have always come easier onto paper then spoken aloud.
Oh my, I love you all. My lovely people!
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